Talking Skin

I was on my way to work this afternoon, I saw this man which on the other side on the window who looks like the egotistical man.  The eyes, the beard, the eyelashes, the nose, the lips, and the profile of his face are extremely familiar.  I didn’t realize that I am actually staring at him for almost 30 minutes and he felt uncomfortable.  I am looking at him from head to toe. He gained weight and he has an immense tummy. He doesn’t usually tuck his shirt in and he doesn’t wear leather shoes, but of course, how do I know it’s been 2 years. Things change. People do as well. He can’t look straight to the eye.  I don’t know but when I get off from the bus, I was literally laughing with my ass on.  I just prove something that, I don’t feel anything and I wonder how come I fell to that egotistical man.  Oh well.  I am still laughing …

A new whole home improvement is going on in my life and currently I’m a picking up the pieces of me.   It is not much but it is making a big difference in a healthier way.  I am trying to feed myself with loads of things and focus on something relevant.  No more Ms Antisocial who wears black, it I still believe though that shadows indeed defines light.  I feel so bless to the bone and thank Him for everything.