September 29, 2007 9:18 PM
I have lots of things to do and I don’t know how I will start, and which one should I do first.Yes I am now on Information and Technology group and I am here by accident.I never realize that I will end doing something that is related to technology.
This morning I only have 2 hours of sleep.I can say that this weekend I had been almost sleepless.Because I think lot of things and imagined too much.Confusing in some point but fortunately I manage to locate the dividing lines in my emotion.At least for now I know exactly what to feel and been able to meet the unanswered questions way years back.I can say there is some improvement with how I should weigh and handle things.I learned how to wait.I learned the value of waiting and weighing.I find it hard before in my end to do such since I am impulsive and always over reacting.Now I am experiencing what older people always say, that, you will gain wisdom when you grow older.
Years now have been past but until now I am still in the process of organizing my own life.When I try to remember the things that I did in the past, the decisions I made, the choices I made, I realized how immature I was.I understand though that in some way I have to undergo those events for me to be able to become a better person.
I reckon for you to be able to fight boredom you need to focus on something that is very relevant.This will help you improve and achieve growth not only with your career but also your well being.At long last, I can say that I am no longer a drama queen! (laughs) I am no longer living on the dark side of the road.For now I have take in that there is always a reason why we should celebrate life.
I used to have some hard time adapting to the changes that is happening in my environment and my life in general.I am happy now that I’d been able to adjust.I may lose some friends but it doesn’t affect me much because I believe I’ll be having more in the future.
Listening is very important in the learning process.This is the way for you to be able to understand why people are acting that way they were.
My aching back feels like it is being throb by a thousand little men. I sense the need to cover myself with thick blanket and be with somebody’s sprite. I kind of miss the feeling of that which is really eerie because I thought I was numbed by the emotional sickness that I’d been experienced before. I want a new soul to fill up my glass with red wine and have a good long talk about life and catch the wind with our bare hands. Perhaps I will be able to … in another kind.
Talking Skin 