Surprise! Surprise!
The asshole who thinks he is god viewed my account in friendster. *LMAO*. I was not really expecting it and plus I really don’t want to give it a damn but he just called me a psycho. Well I don’t have any problem with that me calling a psycho or a wacko or anything to that effect, but I just observed that there is still angst? *laughs* I wonder why? It’s been like almost two years baby the emotion should not be there. Well, it isn’t my problem anymore. I just find it really funny. Until now he never recognizes his fault. Well in my end I know there are some gnarly things that I did already mentioned that to him a very long time now but will I believe his so called god is ingraining that kind of values to him. Again of course the stereotyping is still there well it is very normal with people who congratulates them self too much. He hates me because I went to UP? Or he hates people who attended UP because deep inside he wished to be part of UP system? Not sure though. Well he is not “bobo” in academic sense; I gave him that he can actually go beyond on what he is now. I mean he can be better than that, but well I know what are missing; character and self realization. I am saying these things not because I am perfect and I want to play god, but it is just that I am the person out of his box. Well that was before though.
Why do I care?
Not really.
It is really a good thing though that I manage to know his whereabouts and happy at least things are well with him except for the stereotypical thingy and anguish. If anguish is still present there is still suffering.
Life has been good to me, now at least there are no emotional torments and hatreds and starvation and delusions and hypocrisy. I am now thinking about something relevant and important. Too much idealism sucks it will just feel you more idiot. Letting go is healthy because it gives new hope and bright lights. Love is painful and yet it will give you an overwhelming frame of mind. On how I describe my life now, as if I have a new set of jigsaw puzzle and currently starting to solve and connect all of those pieces that will fill in the gaps for my new picture frame. I am merely 25 but I am seeing a line in my eyes at this moment … makes me want to drink more coffee.
Talking Skin 